I showed up late today…super nervous. We went for our skates, the line was super longg…i had to change skates twice after waiting for my size to become available..it took long. Then..we got on the ice and you took my hand. I forgot how nice it feels..holding hands. So thanks for that. Yu held my waist too…that was nice too..Too bad you had to leave so soon..I wish you woulda stayed, maybe I woulda made a better impression over time…I hope you had a good time..maybe remember today for a while? I think I want you to hold your hand more. But I don’t think you do…do you? Maybe we can go out again?..idk…its a thought…

Todays my birthday.
I woke up to several missed calls. One by you.
You left a voicemail.
You wish me happy birthday.
You lingered a bit.
That was cute.
I luved it.
..thanx..

She better know that she is the most luckiest girl in the entire wold to have someone as special and as devoted to her as yu are. I wish she would be the best. Only then can I accept defeat. I want her to surprise you at work with chicken fingers and fries and apple juice cuz I know how much yu luve apple juice. And I wish that everytime you?re sick that she shows up at yur door with vicks or nyquil to make you feel better. And wait till the medicine knocks you out before she leaves. I want her to show up at yur doorsrep one morning with ingredients and cook you breakfast. I want her to stop in the middle of traffic and take you in her arms and kiss you to let everyone knows you belong to her. I want her to take you to her favorite places so that you know everything about her and the places that make her. I want her to never think twice about giving up her life to save you. I want her to luve you like noone would imagine possible and treasure you like you?re priceless. And of course by her, I don?t necessarily mean?her. If it happens to be her, great. You?re already in luve with her.. I just can?t help but wish that ?her? was me. Because I would do all those things for you.. I guess you just mean that much.

They say everything happens for a reason…that one day all the tears will make sense..they say that time heals a broken heart..”they” dont know what its like to have met you. “They” dont know what its like to have fallen in luve with you. Its been 429 days..and youre still roaming around in my ming, whispering sweet nothings. Luve is insanity, because the more you luve someone, the less sense anything makes. I was thinking…I might actually always luve you.. Hopefully I will move on, but you will always be my first luve, even if Im not yours. Baby, the thing is..you broke my heart. I’m a good girl and you had no right.. You charmed me, convinced me, lied to me, and decieved me. I really thought we would last, even as best friends..now I’m lucky if you text me once a month… I miss you bestie boy..evry minute…of every hour…of every day.. I hope yu miss me once in a while too…

Devoted to you,
Bestie Girl